Diary Entry #4

Monday Feb 22nd
It's 10;27 on a Monday morning. Im currently sat in a lecture feeling incredibly bored and sleepy. The only reason I've come into uni this morning is because I need to speak to my teacher afterwards and this is the only time that I know I'll see her this week; had it not been for that though, I certainly would be in bed right now. Luckily the people in my class are alright and I get on with. Having people to talk with during and in between lectures help make the time go faster. Its always great to know that we share a mutual hatred for Trump. Anyway, Monday mornings are really not my cup of tea, don't think I've ever met anyone that likes them. If you do exist, you are a strange strange human.

Friday March 4th 
I had a lecture today, the only one I was willing to attend this week but once I got to uni, I realised it just wasn't going to happen. Instead me and my friend decided to go to the library and do work. That 'work' turned into a big, long, 3 hour conversation, along with another friend of ours, about pretty much everything. From the countdown to our last assignment, to marriage proposals, to throwing it back to college days and everything else inbetween. There's only about 2 months left for me at university and once I'm done it will probably be these kinda days that I will miss the most. Oh, and if you couldn't tell already, we did absolutely zero work in the library. 

Sighhh I honestly cannot wait for my third year to be over, I can't deny though that at the same time part of me doesn't want it to be over, only because I still have no clue as to what I want to do following this. At the start of university I felt the same way, I did think though that by third year I would finally know what it was that I wanted to do exactly; had a plan for when I was going to be done, not even a specific, fully detailed plan, but just a simple plan that told me 'right this is where you're headed to now' instead though...I got nothing. I'm thinking of leaving this for a later post where I'd go into more detail about the few of us who don't have a life plan, hell the ones who have no career plans despite the fact that they are leaving education in around two months! If this is you, don't worry, you're definitely not the only one!

Speak to you soon,
Xo Dunya