#HappySunday

Hey guys, so I know I haven't really been blogging much lately but as I've mentioned previously, I have uni deadlines atm so the stress of that has kinda taken over. Regardless of that though I really wanted to put up a blog today, I actually kinda miss thinking about what I should blog about this day and that day and so on. I would much rather have to think about new blogging ideas then doing my assignments right now! However, for now that's not possible, unfortunately.

If you read my blog you know that on Sunday's on my #HappySunday series I put up a post, that will hopefully, motivate or help you feel more positive and myself! And at first I was going to do that today but then I thought about it and I realised I don't really wanna do that this week. I've been starting to feel a bit more down again lately, in particular today,  so I thought there's no point of me banging on about being positive and all that shabang when I don't really feel too good about myself today at all. So instead I guess this is now a chit-chatty blog where I write far too much rubbish that might not interest you at all however, I think it might just make me feel a bit better, getting it out like this.

I've been trying this year to be more positive and happy especially if I feel myself beginning to become a little down in the dumps, which I think I've been pretty good at considering I've actually been totally fine for pretty much most of the year so far; huge contrast to last year. Despite this however, I'm beginning to realise that its okay to feel down sometimes and not being all 'oh no Dunya try not to think that way, just quickly think about or do something else to occupy your mind.' Some days I am gonna feel down and not be able to get rid of that feeling but that's okay because eventually I know I'll be fine again; sometimes I actually think I need those few days where I feel really crap, like yaknow when you just need that time to feel really really crap, maybe cry a little and just to get it all out of your system. I find that after that I tend to feel a lot better and the next day I'm completely normal and totally forget that I ever even felt down. I dunno, I'm not sure if this is coming across the way I want it to or if I'm even making any sense but anyhow I think I'll stop here before you fall asleep due to boredom.

Feel free to comment down below regarding this subject, if you're having a bad day it might make you feel better, I actually feel so much better after typing that up!

I'll speak to you guys soon and thank you to the people who have followed my blog and read it, I find it rather strange but it does make me feel like atleast some people actually enjoy my blog why else would they bother to follow and read it. Okay, okay I'm really gonna go now lol

Xo Dunya